I had a fairly odd experience today. I was at the library, not doing much, when a black gentleman sat down next to me. He was tall, thin, with long dreadlocks and a small pointy beard. He looked at me as though considering something important, before speaking:
"You've had visions, haven't you?"
I told him I didn't quite now what he meant. He explained he meant exceptionally vivid dreams, that I had been having since I was a child, that proceeded to come true in some form or another. He described them as "downloads from God". That God was trying to tell me something. "You may not take them seriously, or other people may tell you that they're only dreams, but don't listen that. They are gifts." He spoke of sometimes the most vivid of daydreams are the closest thing to prophecies, that they give us keys to unlocking the future. He told to write down my dreams, as soon as they happened, describing them as "invisible ink - they fade over time." As he got up to leave, he turned to look at me and said, "You're gonna change the world. To make it a better place. Don't forget to write down your dreams." And he was gone.
Needless to say, this whole exchange left me a bit perplexed. The gentleman had seemed so intense in what he was saying, like he had to say it. It was a little eerie how he close to the truth he was about the vividness of my dreams, and other people's reactions when I described them. And in truth, I have always believed in the power of dreams, whether it be as inspiration for my art and writings, or, (for lack of a less dramatic word) predictions. A surprising number of my dreams have come true, but not in the typical sense. I have always felt that if a dream is a predication, it's going to be more symbolic than literal, as it has been with my dreams.
Now, I'd like to add something: I am in truth very skeptical of most things that could be considered "New Age" in tone. Very rarely have I seen evidence of there being anything other than the world right in front of us. But over the past year, I have grown less and less certain of that, the incident today just being another example of my growing uncertainty. Too many lucky breaks have come my way, one after another. A friend of mine at work keeps telling me that everything happens for a reason, and in my less cynical moments, I wonder if she's right. Anyway, I just to share this with you, Specters. Share your thoughts in the comment section, if you like.
Monday, March 31, 2014
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
19th Birthday
"Every year on your birthday, you get a chance to start new." - Sammy Hagar
And start anew I shall. Big changes are happening in my life right now, and I couldn't be happier about it. The best part of it is I've got even more opportunity in front of me. The trick is daring to grasp it.
And start anew I shall. Big changes are happening in my life right now, and I couldn't be happier about it. The best part of it is I've got even more opportunity in front of me. The trick is daring to grasp it.
Monday, March 17, 2014
Sunday, March 16, 2014
The Proverbs of Hell
By William Blake:
In
seed time learn, in harvest teach, in winter enjoy.
Drive
your cart and your plow over the bones of the dead.
The
road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.
Prudence
is a rich ugly old maid courted by Incapacity.
He
who desires but acts not, breeds pestilence.
The
cut worm forgives the plow.
Dip
him in the river who loves water.
A
fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees.
He
whose face gives no light, shall never become a star.
Eternity
is in love with the productions of time.
The
busy bee has no time for sorrow.
The
hours of folly are measur'd by the clock, but of wisdom: no clock can measure.
All
wholsom food is caught without a net or a trap.
Bring
out number weight & measure in a year of dearth.
No
bird soars too high, if he soars with his own wings.
A
dead body, revenges not injuries.
The
most sublime act is to set another before you.
If
the fool would persist in his folly he would become wise.
Folly
is the cloke of knavery.
Shame
is Prides cloke.
Prisons
are built with stones of Law, Brothels with bricks of Religion.
The
pride of the peacock is the glory of God.
The
lust of the goat is the bounty of God.
The
wrath of the lion is the wisdom of God.
The
nakedness of woman is the work of God.
Excess
of sorrow laughs. Excess of joy weeps.
The
roaring of lions, the howling of wolves, the raging of the stormy sea, and the
destructive sword, are portions of eternity
too great for the eye of man.
The
fox condemns the trap, not himself.
Joys
impregnate. Sorrows bring forth.
Let
man wear the fell of the lion, woman the fleece of the sheep.
The
bird a nest, the spider a web, man friendship
The
selfish smiling fool, & the sullen frowning fool, shall be both thought
wise, that
they may be a rod.
What
is now proved was once, only imagin'd.
The
rat, the mouse, the fox, the rabbit: watch the roots; the lion, the tyger, the
horse,
the elephant, watch the fruits.
The
cistern contains; the fountain overflows.
One
thought, fills immensity.
Always
be ready to speak your mind, and a base man will avoid you.
Every
thing possible to be believ'd is an image of truth.
The
eagle never lost so much time, as when he submitted to learn of the crow.
The
fox provides for himself, but God provides for the lion.
Think
in the morning. Act in the noon. Eat in the evening. Sleep in the night.
He
who has suffer'd you to impose on him knows you.
As
the plow follows words, so God rewards prayers.
The
tygers of wrath are wiser than the horses of instruction.
Expect
poison from the standing water.
You
never know what is enough unless you know what is more than enough.
Listen
to the fools reproach! it is a kingly title!
The
eyes of fire, the nostrils of air, the mouth of water, the beard of earth.
The
weak in courage is strong in cunning.
The
apple tree never asks the beech how he shall grow, nor the lion, the horse,
how he shall take his prey.
The
thankful reciever bears a plentiful harvest.
If
others had not been foolish, we should be so.
The soul
of sweet delight, can never be defil'd.
When
thou seest an Eagle, thou seest a portion of Genius, lift up thy head!
As
the catterpiller chooses the fairest leaves to lay her eggs on, so the priest
lays his curse on the fairest joys.
To
create a little flower is the labour of ages.
Damn,
braces: Bless relaxes.
The
best wine is the oldest, the best water the newest.
Prayers
plow not! Praises reap not!
Joys
laugh not! Sorrows weep not!
The
head Sublime, the heart Pathos, the genitals Beauty, the hands &
feet Proportion.
As
the air to a bird of the sea to a fish, so is contempt to the contemptible.
The
crow wish'd every thing was black, the owl, that every thing was white.
Exuberance
is Beauty.
If
the lion was advised by the fox, he would be cunning.
Improvement
makes strait roads, but the crooked roads without Improvement,
are roads of Genius.
Sooner
murder an infant in its cradle than nurse unacted desires.
Where
man is not nature is barren.
Truth
can never be told so as to be understood, and not be believ'd.
Enough!
or Too much!
Friday, March 14, 2014
TV Terrors
Was perusing YouTube and stumbled across some fun vintage Halloween and Horror-themed vintage commercials. Though you might like to see them:
And my personal favorite:
And my personal favorite:
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Monday, March 10, 2014
Little Slices of Death
Photographer Nicolas Bruno has had sleep paralysis since he was 15. As result, he has managed to turn the frightening visions that accompany the condition into something strangely beautiful through his art.
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Bad Dreams & Bloodstains
The disturbingly beautiful visions of Joshua Hoffine. I cannot praise this man's work enough. Amazing stuff.
(WARNING: Some of these images are graphic, disturbing, and not safe for work or children. You have been warned):
(WARNING: Some of these images are graphic, disturbing, and not safe for work or children. You have been warned):
Monday, March 3, 2014
Death & Resurrection
A wonderful piece of stop-motion video art, created with nothing more than paint and a camera over five days: